as we live

i hate weekend....i hate weekdays...except mondays....on mondays i go to the bowling alley and talk to george....hes gonna be my best friend...hes amazing....and hes in a band

well my weekend sucked we had a yard sale sat. and sun. on saturday we went to applebees when we were going to leave the truck wouldnt start...then the battery died..so we were up there from 4 to 8:30.....we sold alot of crap but all the big stuff didnt sale....soo its gay.

ill be soo happy when school is over but i dont want to go home.

well i have homework to do b4 class.....have to go.

today i am in uniform......NJROTC..... i think it looks ok but its uncomfortable!!!! i have to wear it all day......my parents keep making a big deal about it.........by the way i made 1st squad leader!!!! i know im amazing!!!!!

when i get home i have to mow to lawn......which sucks the good part is i get to talk to the cute neighbor and we get paid......

well i have to go.....time for class....have fun guys.....i love you elana!!!!

im sooooo bored, when does that change.....im sooo ghlad i saved all my pics on here or i woulda had to find some more, which i hate....since i got the best ones you can never find the same ones again.

wow everything i learned in ela last year went to hell, all that writing and drilling was for nothing.....here the stupid teacher said that everything i learned, to throw out the window. okay i actually got a 5 on writing, 5 on math, 4 on reading, and 3 on science and they tell me to change everything. gosh im tired of this hell im in. ill be glad when im finally out....

last few years of my life, yeah i got in a shit load of trouble, but somehow its still my fave. i had tons of friends, a good life, a healthy or i thought relationship, i feel like i had everything, but now i have nothing but memories to dewell in.

i hope it gets better but for now, write again soon.....i love you elana....your amazing!!

sitting listening to breath by breaking benjamin, i love it. but im sooo tired. ill be glad when school is over. people get on my nerves. i hope they all disappear, but they wont!!! at lest i have a few friends now. i have become more popular, my brothers friends couldnt figure out my name so they kept asking everyone.....now i know more people!!! not that i want to, id rather be an outcast but now i dont feel so alone....

i saw closer to the edge music video over the weekend it was pimptactular!!!!! \m/

i want to go see them live but i havent heard when/if they are coming

well my birthday is coming: 15 days

have fun with life, live it to the fullest!!!! i love you elana!!!

i hate this place, it was suppose to be awesome, but i hate it with a passion.

at home, my parents are always arguing, but when does that change? in the last couple of weeks my dad almost died and we found out he has MRSA, which i could have too. MRSA is a disease in which not very many antibiotics can treat it. he has to take two different meds for it. my mom acts like she cares but she really doesnt, shes really only worried about the money running low especially since he was in the hospital for a week. today he is going back for a check up, i hope everything goes good, i dont want to have to live with her without my dad. trust me i will get in alot of trouble that way.

well anyway ill try to post more stuff, ive just been really busy. and to elana, i love you!!!!

my first week was actually last week.....it was sooo boring....i have italian,physical science honors, english honors, geometry honors, personal fittness, njrotc, and a whole lot of homework!!!!! i got like 2 hours of homework just the first day!!! i hate this school, everyone is preppy and annoying, and think they better than everyone.....thats besides the fact i dont know ANYONE!!!

well elana i hope you have a better first week than me....and year!!!i love and miss you!!

summer was sooo boring....my parents fought the whole time.....still got up at 7am........mow lawn EVERY week.......and the only place we went is....the mall..we saw letters to julia....ECLIPSE....charlie st. cloud... until we went to grandparents house then we....went bowling...i won!!!!.....went to state station now i know how to state......after falling ten thousand times

i like twilight better than 2nd and 3rd...charlie st. cloud was good....letters to julia was ok...i guess

in mr. greenes class now ever class is preettty boring were watching a movie ive already seen im tired and bored..........sorry mr.greene but your class was kinda boring this week!!!!!

the impossible quiz is pimptacular....amazing and of course impossible......lol

im bored of course.......i need new games

super stacker is awesome......but i already beat it   

well to all my friends.......i love yall.......weve all had our ups and downs but weve got through it no matter what.....im gonna miss yall like crazy........but dont take it personlly.......im glad im leaving all my friends.....i want a new....fresh start and this is the only way to get that......just remember i love and miss all of you and yall will always be in my heart.........thanks to ben for my converse your amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!

to all my teachers.......thank you for helping and teaching me.......but im glad im leaving yall too.....a special thanks to mrs.ray.......you found help for me and your someone i can talk to....thanks for everything......im gonna miss you and mr.greene the most......

mr.greene your the best teacher i ever had...your class was pimptacular!!!! and sooo fun...i learned the most from you......and your baby is sooo cute....i hope you cherish him forever even when he grows up and he thinks you hate him......youll know you love him and you have to make him see it and that your doing whats best for him!!!!!!!!!! we dont ever see the things thats right in front of us so guide him and teach him.......the biggest mistake you can make is being to afraid to make a mistake at all.........i love yall and will miss yall.....alot!!!